This excerpt from Kierkegaard's Fear and Trembling discusses the Knight of Faith. What are the differences between the knight of faith and the knight of infinite resignation?
Preliminary Expectoration
An old saying, derived from the world of experience, has it that "he who
will not work shall not eat." But, strange to say, this does not hold
true in the world where it is thought applicable; for in the world of
matter the law of imperfection prevails, and we see, again and again,
that he also who will not work has bread to eat – indeed, that he who
sleeps has a greater abundance of it than he who works. In the world of
matter everything belongs to whosoever happens to possess it; it is
thrall to the law of indifference, and he who happens to possess the
Ring also has the Spirit of the Ring at his beck and call, whether now
he be Noureddin or Aladdin, and he who controls the treasures of this
world, controls them, howsoever he managed to do so. It is different in
the world of spirit. There, an eternal and divine order obtains, there
the rain does not fall on the just and the unjust alike, nor does the
sun shine on the good and the evil alike; but there the saying does hold
true that he who will not work shall not eat, and only he who was
troubled shall find rest, and only he who descends into the nether world
shall rescue his beloved, and only he who unsheathes his knife shall be
given Isaac again. There, he who will not work shall not eat, but shall
be deceived, as the gods deceived Orpheus with an immaterial figure
instead of his beloved Euridice, deceived him because he was love-sick
and not courageous, deceived him because he was a player on the cithara
rather than a man. There, it avails not to have an Abraham for one's
father, or to have seventeen ancestors. But in that world the saying
about Israel's maidens will hold true of him who will not work: he shall
bring forth wind; but he who will work shall give birth to his own
father.
There is a kind of learning which would presumptuously
introduce into the world of spirit the same law of indifference under
which the world of matter groans. It is thought that to know about great
men and great deeds is quite sufficient, and that other exertion is not
necessary. And therefore this learning shall not eat, but shall perish
of hunger while seeing all things transformed into gold by its touch.
And what, forsooth, does this learning really know? There were many
thousands of contemporaries, and countless men in after times, who knew
all about the triumphs of Miltiades; but there was only one whom they
rendered sleepless. There have existed countless generations that knew
by heart, word for word, the story of Abraham; but how many has it
rendered sleepless?
Now the story of Abraham has the remarkable
property of always being glorious, in however limited a sense it is
understood; still, here also the point is whether one means to labor and
exert one's half. Now people do not care to labor and exert themselves,
but wish nevertheless to understand the story. They extol Abraham, but
how? By expressing the matter in the most general terms and saying: "the
great thing about him was that he loved God so ardently that he was
willing to sacrifice to Him his most precious possession." That is very
true; but "the most precious possession" is an indefinite expression. As
one's thoughts, and one's mouth, run on one assumes, in a very easy
fashion, the identity of Isaac and "the most precious possession" – and
meanwhile he who is meditating may smoke his pipe, and his audience
comfortably stretch out their legs. If the rich youth whom Christ met on
his way had sold all his possessions and given all to the poor, we
would extol him as we extol all which is great – aye, would not
understand even him without labor; and yet would he never have become an
Abraham, notwithstanding his sacrificing the most precious possessions
he had. That which people generally forget in the story of Abraham is
his fear and anxiety; for as regards money, one is not ethically
responsible for it, whereas for his son a father has the highest and
most sacred responsibility. However, fear is a dreadful thing for
timorous spirits, so they omit it. And yet they wish to speak of
Abraham.
So they keep on speaking, and in the course of their
speech the two terms Isaac and "the most precious thing" are used
alternately, and everything is in the best order. But now suppose that
among the audience there was a man who suffered with sleeplessness –
and then the most terrible and profound, the most tragic, and at the
same time the most comic, misunderstanding is within the range of
possibility. That is, suppose this man goes home and wishes to do as did
Abraham; for his son is his most precious possession. If a certain
preacher learned of this he would, perhaps, go to him, he would gather
up all his spiritual dignity and exclaim: "Thou abominable creature,
thou scum of humanity, what devil possessed thee to wish to murder thy
son?" And this preacher, who had not felt any particular warmth, nor
perspired while speaking about Abraham, this preacher would be
astonished himself at the earnest wrath with which he poured forth his
thunders against that poor wretch; indeed, he would rejoice over
himself, for never had he spoken with such power and unction, and he
would have said to his wife: "I am an orator, the only thing I have
lacked so far was the occasion. Last Sunday, when speaking about
Abraham, I did not feel thrilled in the least."
Now, if this same
orator had just a bit of sense to spare, I believe he would lose it if
the sinner would reply, in a quiet and dignified manner: "Why, it was on
this very same matter you preached, last Sunday!" But however could the
preacher have entertained such thoughts? Still, such was the case, and
the preacher's mistake was merely not knowing what he was talking about.
Ah, would that some poet might see his way clear to prefer such a
situation to the stuff and nonsense of which novels and comedies are
full! For the comic and the tragic here run parallel to infinity. The
sermon probably was ridiculous enough in itself, but it became
infinitely ridiculous through the very natural consequence it had. Or,
suppose now the sinner was converted by this lecture without daring to
raise any objection, and this zealous divine now went home elated, glad
in the consciousness of being effective, not only in the pulpit, but
chiefly, and with irresistible power, as a spiritual guide, inspiring
his congregation on Sunday, whilst on Monday he would place himself like
a cherub with flaming sword before the man who by his actions tried to
give the lie to the old saying that "the course of the world follows not
the priest's word."
If, on the other hand, the sinner were not
convinced of his error his position would become tragic. He would
probably be executed, or else sent to the lunatic asylum – at any rate,
he would become a sufferer in this world; but in another sense I should
think that Abraham rendered him happy; for he who labors, he shall not
perish.
Now how shall we explain the contradiction contained in
that sermon? Is it due to Abraham's having the reputation of being a
great man – so that whatever he does is great, but if another should
undertake to do the same it is a sin, a heinous sin? If this be the case
I prefer not to participate in such thoughtless laudations. If faith
cannot make it a sacred thing to wish to sacrifice one's son, then let
the same judgment be visited on Abraham as on any other man. And if we
perchance lack the courage to drive our thoughts to the logical
conclusion and to say that Abraham was a murderer, then it were better
to acquire that courage, rather than to waste one's time on undeserved
encomiums. The fact is, the ethical expression for what Abraham did is
that he wanted to murder Isaac; the religious, that he wanted to
sacrifice him. But precisely in this contradiction is contained the fear
which may well rob one of one's sleep. And yet Abraham were not Abraham
without this fear. Or, again, supposing Abraham did not do what is
attributed to him, if his action was an entirely different one, based on
conditions of those times, then let us forget him; for what is the use
of calling to mind that past which can no longer become a present
reality? – Or, the speaker had perhaps forgotten the essential fact
that Isaac was the son. For if faith is eliminated, having been reduced
to a mere nothing, then only the brutal fact remains that Abraham wanted
to murder Isaac – which is easy for everybody to imitate who has not
the faith – the faith, that is, which renders it most difficult for
him....
Love has its priests in the poets, and one hears at times
a poet's voice which worthily extols it. But not a word does one hear
of faith. Who is there to speak in honor of that passion? Philosophy
"goes right on." Theology sits at the window with a painted visage and
sues for philosophy's favor, offering it her charms. It is said to be
difficult to understand the philosophy of Hegel; but to understand
Abraham, why, that is an easy matter! To proceed further than Hegel is a
wonderful feat, but to proceed further than Abraham, why, nothing is
easier! Personally, I have devoted a considerable amount of time to a
study of Hegelian philosophy and believe I understand it fairly well; in
fact, I am rash enough to say that when, notwithstanding an effort, I
am not able to understand him in some passages, it is because he is not
entirely clear about the matter himself. All this intellectual effort I
perform easily and naturally, and it does not cause my head to ache. On
the other hand, whenever I attempt to think about Abraham I am, as it
were, overwhelmed. At every moment I am aware of the enormous paradox
which forms the content of Abraham's life, at every moment I am
repulsed, and my thought, notwithstanding its passionate attempts,
cannot penetrate into it, cannot forge on the breadth of a hair. I
strain every muscle in order to envisage the problem – and become a
paralytic in the same moment.
I am by no means unacquainted with
what has been admired as great and noble, my soul feels kinship with it,
being satisfied, in all humility, that it was also my cause the hero
espoused; and when contemplating his deed I say to myself: "jam tua
causa agitur." I am able to identify myself with the hero; but I cannot
do so with Abraham, for whenever I have reached his height I fall down
again, since he confronts me as the paradox. It is by no means my
intention to maintain that faith is something inferior, but, on the
contrary, that it is the highest of all things; also that it is
dishonest in philosophy to offer something else instead, and to pour
scorn on faith; but it ought to understand its own nature in order to
know what it can offer. It should take away nothing; least of all, fool
people out of something as if it were of no value. I am not unacquainted
with the sufferings and dangers of life, but I do not fear them, and
cheerfully go forth to meet them.... But my courage is not, for all
that, the courage of faith, and is as nothing compared with it. I cannot
carry out the movement of faith: I cannot close my eyes and confidently
plunge into the absurd – it is impossible for me; but neither do I
boast of it....
Now I wonder if every one of my contemporaries is
really able to perform the movements of faith. Unless I am much
mistaken they are, rather, inclined to be proud of making what they
perhaps think me unable to do, viz., the imperfect movement. It is
repugnant to my soul to do what is so often done, to speak inhumanly
about great deeds, as if a few thousands of years were an immense space
of time. I prefer to speak about them in a human way and as though they
had been done but yesterday, to let the great deed itself be the
distance which either inspires or condemns me. Now if I, in the capacity
of tragic hero – for a higher flight I am unable to take – if I had
been summoned to such an extraordinary royal progress as was the one to
Mount Moriah, I know very well what I would have done. I would not have
been craven enough to remain at home; neither would I have dawdled on
the way; nor would I have forgot my knife – just to draw out the end a
bit. But I am rather sure that I would have been promptly on the spot,
with every thing in order – in fact, would probably have been there
before the appointed time, so as to have the business soon over with.
But I know also what I would have done besides. In the moment I mounted
my horse I would have said to myself: "Now all is lost, God demands
Isaac, I shall sacrifice him, and with him all my joy – but for all
that, God is love and will remain so for me; for in this world God and I
cannot speak together, we have no language in common."
Possibly,
one or the other of my contemporaries will be stupid enough, and
jealous enough of great deeds, to wish to persuade himself and me that
if I had acted thus I should have done something even greater than what
Abraham did; for my sublime resignation was (he thinks) by far more
ideal and poetic than Abraham's literal-minded action. And yet this is
absolutely not so, for my sublime resignation was only a substitute for
faith. I could not have made more than the infinite movement (of
resignation) to find myself and again repose in myself. Nor would I have
loved Isaac as Abraham loved him. The fact that I was resolute enough
to resign is sufficient to prove my courage in a human sense, and the
fact that I loved him with my whole heart is the very presupposition
without which my action would be a crime; but still I did not love as
did Abraham, for else I would have hesitated even in the last minute,
without, for that matter, arriving too late on Mount Moriah. Also, I
would have spoiled the whole business by my behavior; for if I had had
Isaac restored to me I would have been embarrassed. That which was an
easy matter for Abraham would have been difficult for me, I mean, to
rejoice again in Isaac; for he who with all the energy of his soul
proprio motu et propriis auspiciis has made the infinite movement of
resignation and can do no more, he will retain possession of Isaac only
in his sorrow.
But what did Abraham? He arrived neither too early
nor too late. He mounted his ass and rode slowly on his way. And all
the while he had faith, believing that God would not demand Isaac of
him, though ready all the while to sacrifice him, should it be demanded
of him. He believed this on the strength of the absurd; for there was no
question of human calculation any longer. And the absurdity consisted
in God's, who yet made this demand of him, recalling his demand the very
next moment. Abraham ascended the mountain and whilst the knife already
gleamed in his hand he believed – that God would not demand Isaac of
him. He was, to be sure, surprised at the outcome; but by a double
movement he had returned at his first state of mind and therefore
received Isaac back more gladly than the first time....
On this
height, then, stands Abraham. The last stage he loses sight of is that
of infinite resignation. He does really proceed further, he arrives at
faith. For all these caricatures of faith, wretched lukewarm sloth,
which thinks: "Oh, there is no hurry, it is not necessary to worry
before the time comes"; and miserable hopefulness, which says: "One
cannot know what will happen, there might perhaps – ," all these
caricatures belong to the sordid view of life and have already fallen
under the infinite scorn of infinite resignation.
Abraham, I am
not able to understand; and in a certain sense I can learn nothing from
him without being struck with wonder. They who flatter themselves that
by merely considering the outcome of Abraham's story they will
necessarily arrive at faith, only deceive themselves and wish to cheat
God out of the first movement of faith – it were tantamount to deriving
worldly wisdom from the paradox. But who knows, one or the other of
them may succeed in doing this; for our times are not satisfied with
faith, and not even with the miracle of changing water into wine – they
"go right on" changing wine into water.
Is it not preferable to
remain satisfied with faith, and is it not outrageous that every one
wishes to "go right on"? If people in our times decline to be satisfied
with love, as is proclaimed from various sides, where will we finally
land? In worldly shrewdness, in mean calculation, in paltriness and
baseness, in all that which renders man's divine origin doubtful. Were
it not better to stand fast in the faith, and better that he that
standeth take heed lest he fall; for the movement of faith must ever be
made by virtue of the absurd, but, note well, in such wise that one does
not lose the things of this world but wholly and entirely regains them.
As
far as I am concerned, I am able to describe most excellently the
movements of faith; but I cannot make them myself. When a person wishes
to learn how to swim he has himself suspended in a swimming-belt and
then goes through the motions; but that does not mean that he can swim.
In the same fashion I too can go through the motions of faith; but when I
am thrown into the water I swim; to be sure (for I am not a wader in
the shallows), but I go through a different set of movements, to-wit,
those of infinity; whereas faith does the opposite, to-wit, makes the
movements to regain the finite after having made those of infinite
resignation. Blessed is he who can make these movements, for he performs
a marvelous feat, and I shall never weary of admiring him, whether now
it be Abraham himself or the slave in Abraham's house, whether it be a
professor of philosophy or a poor servant-girl: it is all the same to
me, for I have regard only to the movements. But these movements I watch
closely, and I will not be deceived, whether by myself or by any one
else. The knights of infinite resignation are easily recognized, for
their gait is dancing and bold. But they who possess the jewel of faith
frequently deceive one because their bearing is curiously like that of a
class of people heartily despised by infinite resignation as well as by
faith – the philistines.
Let me admit frankly that I have not
in my experience encountered any certain specimen of this type; but I do
not refuse to admit that as far as I know, every other person may be
such a specimen. At the same time I will say that I have searched vainly
for years. It is the custom of scientists to travel around the globe to
see rivers and mountains, new stars, gay-colored birds, misshapen fish,
ridiculous races of men. They abandon themselves to a bovine stupor
which gapes at existence and believe they have seen something worth
while. All this does not interest me; but if I knew where there lived
such a knight of faith I would journey to him on foot, for that marvel
occupies my thoughts exclusively. Not a moment would I leave him out of
sight, but would watch how he makes the movements, and I would consider
myself provided for life, and would divide my time between watching him
and myself practicing the movements, and would thus use all my time in
admiring him.
As I said, I have not met with such a one; but I
can easily imagine him. Here he is. I make his acquaintance and am
introduced to him. The first moment I lay my eyes on him I push him
back, leaping back myself, I hold up my hands in amazement and say to
myself: "Good Lord! that person? Is it really he – why, he looks like a
parish-beadle!" But it is really he. I become more closely acquainted
with him, watching his every movement to see whether some trifling
incongruous movement of his has escaped me, some trace, perchance, of a
signaling from the infinite, a glance, a look, a gesture, a melancholy
air, or a smile, which might betray the presence of infinite resignation
contrasting with the finite.
But no! I examine his figure from
top to toe to discover whether there be anywhere a chink through which
the infinite might be seen to peer forth. But no! he is of a piece, all
through. And how about his footing? Vigorous, altogether that of
finiteness, no citizen dressed in his very best, prepared to spend his
Sunday afternoon in the park, treads the ground more firmly. He belongs
altogether to this world, no philistine more so. There is no trace of
the somewhat exclusive and haughty demeanor which marks off the knight
of infinite resignation. He takes pleasure in all things, is interested
in everything, and perseveres in whatever he does with the zest
characteristic of persons wholly given to worldly things. He attends to
his business, and when one sees him one might think he was a clerk who
had lost his soul in doing double bookkeeping, he is so exact. He takes a
day off on Sundays. He goes to church. But no hint of anything
supernatural or any other sign of the incommensurable betrays him, and
if one did not know him it would be impossible to distinguish him in the
congregation, for his brisk and manly singing proves only that he has a
pair of good lungs.
In the afternoon he walks out to the forest.
He takes delight in all he sees, in the crowds of men and women, the
new omnibuses, the Sound – if one met him on the promenade one might
think he was some shopkeeper who was having a good time, so simple is
his joy; for he is not a poet, and in vain have I tried to lure him into
betraying some sign of the poet's detachment. Toward evening he walks
home again, with a gait as steady as that of a mail-carrier. On his way
he happens to wonder whether his wife will have some little special warm
dish ready for him, when he comes home – as she surely has – as, for
instance, a roasted lamb's head garnished with greens. And if he met one
minded like him he is very likely to continue talking about this dish
with him till they reach the East Gate, and to talk about it with a zest
befitting a chef. As it happens, he has not four shillings to spare,
and yet he firmly believes that his wife surely has that dish ready for
him. If she has, it would be an enviable sight for distinguished people,
and an inspiring one for common folks, to see him eat, for he has an
appetite greater than Esau's. His wife has not prepared it – strange,
he remains altogether the same.
Again, on his way he passes a
building lot and there meets another man. They fall to talking, and in a
trice he erects a building, freely disposing of everything necessary.
And the stranger will leave him with the impression that he has been
talking with a capitalist – the fact being that the knight of my
admiration is busy with the thought that if it really came to the point
he would unquestionably have the means wherewithal at his disposal.
Now
he is lying on his elbows in the window and looking over the square on
which he lives. All that happens there, if it be only a rat creeping
into a gutter-hole, or children playing together – everything engages
his attention, and yet his mind is at rest as though it were the mind of
a girl of sixteen. He smokes his pipe in the evening, and to look at
him you would swear it was the green-grocer from across the street who
is lounging at the window in the evening twilight. Thus he shows as much
unconcern as any worthless happy-go-lucky fellow; and yet, every moment
he lives he purchases his leisure at the highest price, for he makes
not the least movement except by virtue of the absurd; and yet, yet –
indeed, I might become furious with anger, if for no other reason than
that of envy – and yet, this man has performed, and is performing every
moment, the movement of infinity... He has resigned everything
absolutely, and then again seized hold of it all on the strength of the
absurd...
But this miracle may so easily deceive one that it will
be best if I describe the movements in a given case which may
illustrate their aspect in contact with reality; and that is the
important point. Suppose, then, a young swain falls in love with a
princess, and all his life is bound up in this love. But circumstances
are such that it is out of the question to think of marrying her, an
impossibility to translate his dreams into reality. The slaves of
paltriness, the frogs in the sloughs of life, they will shout, of
course: "Such a love is folly, the rich brewer's widow is quite as good
and solid a match." Let them but croak. The knight of infinite
resignation does not follow their advice, he does not surrender his
love, not for all the riches in the world. He is no fool, he first makes
sure that this love really is the contents of his life, for his soul is
too sound and too proud to waste itself on a mere intoxication. He is
no coward, he is not afraid to let his love insinuate itself into his
most secret and most remote thoughts, to let it wind itself in
innumerable coils about every fiber of his consciousness – if he is
disappointed in his love he will never be able to extricate himself
again. He feels a delicious pleasure in letting love thrill his every
nerve, and yet his soul is solemn as is that of him who has drained a
cup of poison and who now feels the virus mingle with every drop of his
blood, poised in that moment between life and death.
Having thus
imbibed love, and being wholly absorbed in it, he does not lack the
courage to try and dare all. He surveys the whole situation, he calls
together his swift thoughts which like tame pigeons obey his every beck,
he gives the signal, and they dart in all directions. But when they
return, every one bearing a message of sorrow, and explain to him that
it is impossible, then he becomes silent, he dismisses them, he remains
alone; and then he makes the movement. Now if what I say here is to have
any significance, it is of prime importance that the movement be made
in a normal fashion. The knight of resignation is supposed to have
sufficient energy to concentrate the entire contents of his life and the
realization of existing conditions into one single wish. But if one
lacks this concentration, this devotion to a single thought; if his soul
from the very beginning is scattered on a number of objects, he will
never be able to make the movement – he will be as worldly-wise in the
conduct of his life as the financier who invests his capital in a number
of securities to win on the one if he should lose on the other; that
is, he is no knight. Furthermore, the knight is supposed to possess
sufficient energy to concentrate all his thought into a single act of
consciousness. If he lacks this concentration he will only run errands
in life and will never be able to assume the attitude of infinite
resignation; for the very minute he approaches it he will suddenly
discover that he forgot something so that he must remain behind. The
next minute, thinks he, it will be attainable again, and so it is; but
such inhibitions will never allow him to make the movement but will,
rather, tend to let him sink ever deeper into the mire.
Our
knight, then, performs the movement – which movement? Is he intent on
forgetting the whole affair, which, too, would presuppose much
concentration? No, for the knight does not contradict himself, and it is
a contradiction to forget the main contents of one's life and still
remain the same person. And he has no desire to become another person;
neither does he consider such a desire to smack of greatness. Only lower
natures forget themselves and become something different. Thus the
butterfly has forgotten that it once was a caterpillar – who knows but
it may forget altogether that it once was a butterfly, and turn into a
fish! Deeper natures never forget themselves and never change their
essential qualities. So the knight remembers all; but precisely this
remembrance is painful. Nevertheless, in his infinite resignation he has
become reconciled with existence. His love for the princess has become
for him the expression of an eternal love, has assumed a religious
character, has been transfigured into a love for the eternal being
which, to be sure, denied him the fulfillment of his love, yet
reconciled him again by presenting him with the abiding consciousness of
his love's being preserved in an everlasting form of which no reality
can rob him....
Now, he is no longer interested in what the
princess may do, and precisely this proves that he has made the movement
of infinite resignation correctly. In fact, this is a good criterion
for detecting whether a person's movement is sincere or just
make-believe. Take a person who believes that he too has resigned, but
lo! time passed, the princess did something on her part, for example,
married a prince, and then his soul lost the elasticity of its
resignation. This ought to show him that he did not make the movement
correctly, for he who has resigned absolutely is sufficient unto
himself. The knight does not cancel his resignation, but preserves his
love as fresh and young as it was at the first moment, he never lets go
of it just because his resignation is absolute. Whatever the princess
does, cannot disturb him, for it is only the lower natures who have the
law for their actions in some other person, i.e. have the premises of
their actions outside of themselves....
Infinite resignation is
the last stage which goes before faith, so that every one who has not
made the movement of infinite resignation cannot have faith; for only
through absolute resignation do I become conscious of my eternal worth,
and only then can there arise the problem of again grasping hold of this
world by virtue of faith.
We will now suppose the knight of
faith in the same case. He does precisely as the other knight, he
absolutely resigns the love which is the contents of his life, he is
reconciled to the pain; but then the miraculous happens, he makes one
more movement, strange beyond comparison, saying: "And still I believe
that I shall marry her – marry her by virtue of the absurd, by virtue
of the act that to God nothing is impossible." Now the absurd is not one
of the categories which belong to the understanding proper. It is not
identical with the improbable, the unforeseen, the unexpected. The very
moment our knight resigned himself he made sure of the absolute
impossibility, in any human sense, of his love. This was the result
reached by his reflections, and he had sufficient energy to make them.
In a transcendent sense, however, by his very resignation, the
attainment of his end is not impossible; but this very act of again
taking possession of his love is at the same time a relinquishment of
it. Nevertheless this kind of possession is by no means an absurdity to
the intellect; for the intellect all the while continues to be right, as
it is aware that in the world of finalities, in which reason rules, his
love was and is, an impossibility. The knight of faith realizes this
fully as well. Hence the only thing which can save him is recourse to
the absurd, and this recourse he has through his faith. That is, he
clearly recognizes the impossibility, and in the same moment he believes
the absurd; for if he imagined he had faith, without at the same time
recognizing, with all the passion his soul is capable of, that his love
is impossible, he would be merely deceiving himself, and his testimony
would be of no value, since he had not arrived even at the stage of
absolute resignation....
This last movement, the paradoxical
movement of faith, I cannot make, whether or no it be my duty, although I
desire nothing more ardently than to be able to make it. It must be
left to a person's discretion whether he cares to make this confession;
and at any rate, it is a matter between him and the Eternal Being, who
is the object of his faith, whether an amicable adjustment can be
affected. But what every person can do is to make the movement of
absolute resignation, and I for my part would not hesitate to declare
him a coward who imagines he cannot perform it. It is a different matter
with faith. But what no person has a right to, is to delude others into
the belief that faith is something of no great significance, or that it
is an easy matter, whereas it is the greatest and most difficult of all
things.
But the story of Abraham is generally interpreted in a
different way. God's mercy is praised which restored Isaac to him – it
was but a trial! A trial. This word may mean much or little, and yet the
whole of it passes off as quickly as the story is told: one mounts a
winged horse, in the same instant one arrives on Mount Moriah, and
presto one sees the ram. It is not remembered that Abraham only rode on
an ass which travels but slowly, that it was a three days' journey for
him, and that he required some additional time to collect the firewood,
to bind Isaac, and to whet his knife.
And yet one extols Abraham.
He who is to preach the sermon may sleep comfortably until a quarter of
an hour before he is to preach it, and the listener may comfortably
sleep during the sermon, for everything is made easy enough, without
much exertion either to preacher or listener. But now suppose a man was
present who suffered with sleeplessness and who went home and sat in a
corner and reflected as follows: "The whole lasted but a minute, you
need only wait a little while, and then the ram will be shown and the
trial will be over." Now if the preacher should find him in this frame
of mind, I believe he would confront him in all his dignity and say to
him: "Wretch that thou art, to let thy soul lapse into such folly;
miracles do not happen, all life is a trial." And as he proceeded he
would grow more and more passionate, and would become ever more
satisfied with himself; and whereas he had not noticed any congestion in
his head whilst preaching about Abraham, he now feels the veins on his
forehead swell. Yet who knows but he would stand aghast if the sinner
should answer him in a quiet and dignified manner that it was precisely
this about which he preached the Sunday before.
Let us then
either waive the whole story of Abraham, or else learn to stand in awe
of the enormous paradox which constitutes his significance for us, so
that we may learn to understand that our age, like every age, may
rejoice if it has faith. If the story of Abraham is not a mere nothing,
an illusion, or if it is just used for show and as a pastime, the
mistake cannot by any means be in the sinner's wishing to do likewise;
but it is necessary to find out how great was the deed which Abraham
performed, in order that the man may judge for himself whether he has
the courage and the mission to do likewise. The comical contradiction in
the procedure of the preacher was his reduction of the story of Abraham
to insignificance whereas he rebuked the other man for doing the very
same thing.
But should we then cease to speak about Abraham? I
certainly think not. But if I were to speak about him I would first of
all describe the terrors of his trial. To that end leech-like I would
suck all the suffering and distress out of the anguish of a father, in
order to be able to describe what Abraham suffered whilst yet preserving
his faith. I would remind the hearer that the journey lasted three days
and a goodly part of the fourth – in fact, these three and a half days
ought to become infinitely longer than the few thousand years which
separate me from Abraham. I would remind him, as I think right, that
every person is still permitted to turn about-before trying his strength
on this formidable task; in fact, that he may return every instant in
repentance. Provided this is done, I fear for nothing. Nor do I fear to
awaken great desire among people to attempt to emulate Abraham. But to
get out a cheap edition of Abraham and yet forbid every one to do as he
did, that I call ridiculous.